EM: As a closing note I wanted to share something with you. This is a comment taken from The Big Purple Dreams forum. A member by the name of Amanda posted this to the site and she gave me her blessing to not only share it with you but also to add it to this interview. She writes:
“I have had a real problem identifying (or even admitting to myself) my own orientation. The telling of this story has been particularly poignant for me, as it has made me look honestly at choices I have made in the past and question why I made them. I’m afraid I fell under the pressure to conform and ended up following a path that my family wanted for me rather than admit how I really felt.
I think on some level I have known that I’m primarily attracted to women for as long as I can remember but now being 42 I feel so stupid even admitting that I have lied to myself and everyone who knows me for so many years.
For me Otalia has been cathartic, not only because it is a wonderful love story, but also because I can identify with the emotions of the more mature couple.
Hey, and I’ve just told 1000 other forum members, so let’s call that step 1 on the road to self-realization.”
–Amanda
JL: WOW! That’s a lot to say. That’s exactly what we’re talking about. And that doesn’t mean that this person watches Otalia, watches the show, watches the storyline in particular “That happened to me, this is exactly what happened to me!” but that’s kind of the point. Her experiences could be so different from what Natalia and Olivia are going through. It’s the general feeling of there’s nothing wrong with this…at all! This is kind of a validation for people who have gone through this and like Natalia and Olivia have had to struggle. The struggle is very real for people and I’m so glad. It makes me very, very happy and I’m very, very proud that there is some release for people that are watching and maybe can you know take a step further in making themselves happy. I’m thrilled and I feel for Amanda and I’m so glad that she’s more open with herself and I’m so glad that she enjoys the show and I hope that we do it justice for her!
Interview by: Tiffany N. D’Emidio
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